"<I>[Ms X] has clear attachment and abandonment related issues from childhood, physical and emotional trauma experience and other suspected but as yet undisclosed trauma. She has poor effective positive coping strategies, has no self-compassion, feels herself unworthy and likely has highly negative core schema (though these have not been formally identified with her). She is intolerant of any emotional experience with active action to avoid the same either through her starvation and/or alcohol use. Her eating disorder and alcohol dependence are in effect barriers to her experiencing emotional experience and without them she is overwhelmed with both activation of these beliefs, thoughts, feelings and emotions and also remembered and re-experienced traumatic material (imagery, physical and sensory, emotional) for which she has no other strategies. If she is unable to use her Eating Disorder to cope or this behaviour is challenged then her alcohol use escalates</I>."
"<I>…is absolutely clear in her refusal to engage in talking treatment; she says this to everyone; she has no wish for treatment of any nature…. She wants to be left to her own devices.</I>"
"<I>she has developed cirrhosis of the liver (permanent irreversible liver damage)</I>" and that this: "<I>is likely to cause her death</I>"
"<I>if she maintains very poor levels of nutrition then she will not be giving her liver the best chance to recover</I>"
"<I>the 'best' level of liver function we can achieve after each protracted admission (with feed, alcohol abstinence) has lessened indicating her underlying cirrhosis is progressing. This progression will one day lead to a situation where her liver will not recover even with best medical care. At this point she will die.</I>"
"<I>…her ability to weigh the decision in the balance is significantly disturbed by her fear of weight gain. This disturbance is sufficient to render [Ms X] incapacitous with respect to these decisions</I>."
"… <I>the focus is on whether it is in the patient's best interests to give the treatment, rather than on whether it is in his best interests to withhold or withdraw it. <U>If the treatment is not in his best interests, the court will not be able to give its consent on his behalf and it will follow that it will be lawful to withhold or withdraw it</U>. Indeed, it will follow that it will not be lawful to give it. It also follows that (provided of course that they have acted reasonably and without negligence) the clinical team will not be in breach of any duty towards the patient if they withhold or withdraw it</I>."
"… <I>the starting point is a strong presumption that it is in a person's best interests to stay alive … this is not absolute. There are cases where it will not be in a patient's best interests to receive life-sustaining treatment</I>" (paragraph 35). Adding later (paragraph 39): <I>"
"<I>… bringing her back for treatment keeps her alive but does not treat her; every time we bring her in we distress her, and this then increases her alcohol use; this will shorten her life by increasing her liver disease</I>"
"<I>if left to her own devices, there is some opportunity for engagement. I think it allows for the possibility … if we enforce, we remove the opportunity</I>."
"<I>Inserting the naso-gastric tube is a very traumatic experience for [Ms X]. It causes her nose to bleed and it has become infected and sore. I have witnessed occasions whereby [Ms X] has had to be sedated with medication to have the tube inserted. She has also required having her arms held away from her face to prevent her from interfering with the process. Even once the tube has been fitted [Ms X] manages to manipulate the bags of food and the internal end of the tube, which I understand is dangerous to her health. Other than the physical impact, she is of course emotionally traumatised throughout this process. Once out of hospital, [Ms X] goes over and above her usual means of losing weight to counteract whatever gain she has made in hospital, often resulting in her weight becoming lower than when she was admitted.</I>"
"<I>[Ms X] fully agrees with [the application] and has repeatedly requested that we do not detain or forcibly feed her. She informed me that she has in the past contacted a solicitor to enquire about the prospect of making such an application herself. Specifically she does not want assessment or detention under the MHA 1983 in relation to treatment for her anorexia nervosa or any associated enforced nutritional refeeding or weight gain. She is very clear that in her experience the use of the MHA to enforce nutritional treatment serves only to make the situation and experience worse for her, not better. [Ms X] feels that not having the continued threat of MHA detention and treatment will also allow her control and the ability to make decisions about her care plan. Agreeing any medical monitoring and engagement with the team. As stated above she recognises the increased risks this places her at in terms of morbidity and increased mortality, in particular the likely increased progression of her liver disease. She is aware that all aspects of treatment, including admission for re-feeding will continue to be available to her to opt into as she wishes</I>."
"<I>For the attention of the Judge in charge of my case on11th Sept 2014 </I> <I>I [Ms X] (d.o.b.) am writing to express my wishes about my care in the future;</I> <I>I understand the professionals concerns and the effect that this has had on all of them and I do recognise that everyone wants for the best. However I now feel I have had enough of the continual pressure of mental health staff and services [for the last 14 years] and that rather than helping me, it is actually making me worse. It is hard for everyone but there is a lot I can't deal with concerning therapy - it's just not something I have found able to be involved in, it's just too hard. But I am also fully aware that there is support and treatment still available if ever I want it.</I> <I>I am fully aware of what is wrong with my health and the effects of my wish to refuse treatments will have upon it. Whatever time I have left I just want to live each day alongside my granddad and [siblings], who are my world. I want them to know 'me' rather than this illness and to have some nice memories of our time together. I want to be able to look forward each day to doing 'nice' things like some of my hobbies […] and socialising with my friends.</I> <I>This whole journey is mentally and emotionally horrible for everyone. I've got support from my nearest and dearest and that is really all the support I want now and in the future. I can only hope that you really hear what I am saying and what I truly hope can happen.</I>"
"<I>she cannot cope with it… and is more and more distressed and unable to cope with the admissions</I>", adding poignantly "<I>in all honesty, I think she would kill herself.</I>"