“You say, ‘I told you my resolution, in case certain events did occur. You were very angry, but it would be my duty, and if I live I must do it.’ Now the fact is, that it is not a question of mere anger on my part, but your resolution is founded on false views. ‘Where is your duty of keeping faith with me?’ I have never intentionally deceived you, and have done more than I promised (at great risk)…. If you do feel any love for me, you must change that resolution. If I depart this life, you may speak; or if you do, you may leave a legacy of the facts; but whilst we both live, you must trust me, and I must trust you.”
“Dearest small Tooi-tooi, you must get well and strong, and we'll have a lark next autumn yet, and have no more false alarms (or real ones). I am very miserable at leaving you, especially in such a weak state. I began to cry again when in the Railway.”
“I recollect one afternoon of hearing Major Yelverton reading in the room when the Pursuer was in. I did not take particular notice how long the reading continued. It appeared to me to be earnest reading, and in a religious tone. I had never heard him before that, or after, reading in the same sort of tone.”
“I have always had a feeling that your fate, and mine in connexion with you, must be out of the beaten track; it has been so so far; and as we cannot get it straight, would it not be wisdom to enjoy it crooked?”
“I think you have got the other half of my circle, but Moloch, that heathen god, won't let us fit it in all the way round, therefore we can't get the thing in a state of perfection; but with you, I think, we might bear with a few nicks and cracks. I almost regret I did not take you at one of your words at Balaclava.”
“My ears ache to hear the ‘mia’” (that is, to hear the words “my own”), “though I am convinced you might say it with perfect truth now and for exactly three months past.”
“ My Dearest Mary ,—I hereby solemnly declare that you are my lawful wife, though for particular reasons I wish our marriage to be kept private for the present.