"Some 9 months down the line I do not feel much better. I think I may have improved but my symptoms have not decreased much. I still have problems with sleep, panic attacks, lack of concentration. My doctor has referred me for counselling at Hammersmith Hospital but despite him chasing them, I still have not got a date. My current certificate expires at the end of March. I would like to believe that I will be in employment within the next 6 months but I cannot be certain. I thought winning the Tribunal case would mean me feeling much better instantly but it has not proved like this. I do, however, want to get better and I do want to get back into a job and I must continue to think that I will."