“I was also in a state of fear. You would have to live in it to really understand how it felt. I was so angry and upset, but scared about what could happen to me. We would hear stories about workers ‘disappearing’ or that others had been burnt to death in a car. I was scared something would happen and I would not make it back to Hungary alive. I heard a lot of talk at the factory about Josef, Linda and their relative, Kacsa (Janos Orsos). Generally, everyone was scared about what would happen if the boss reported to Josef or Kacsa that we were complaining about the way we were treated or that we were not being paid properly.”
“The situation was unbearable. There was an atmosphere of fear and mistrust. It was the same in the house and at the factory. We were terrorised when we were in the house and at the factory. At the factory, even if I felt like I couldn’t move and couldn’t face having to haul another mattress onto the lorry, I knew I had to do it anyway. I knew that if I refused and it got back to the bosses, I would be reported to Kacsa. At times, I felt so helpless that there was just no respite from living under a feeling of threat and fear. I could see the fear in other people’s faces. When one of the others said that they had found someone who would help us to leave, I was worried, but I thought that my situation could not get much worse.”
“I thought that this new role would mean that I would be paid properly, but this was not the case. It was worse than the last job I had had. This time I only received£10 per week. We would receive money at the end of the week, either from Kacsa or one of his associates. I was really angry when I realised I was only getting£10 per week, but I did not know what to do. There was a real sense of danger around Kacsa at the bed factory. I was warned that if Kacsa became angry with me then he would take steps to punish me and I heard stories about people being beaten or sacked and thrown onto the streets all the time.”
“You see, to be honest with you, I would have preferred to be - you see, I would have preferred if they have done something to me physically because if something is physical, it heals, and it goes quicker, but because this torture, you know, the way we were treated, it was psychological and emotional. That stays with you forever.” 27. A little later, he said this: “I also must say that this whole situation, emotionally and psychologically, must have affected me because, and this was, to me, the last straw, because after a while I didn’t dare to stand up for my rights. I just pulled myself back. I didn’t dare to protest anymore. You see, we were starving and I am very ashamed for what I’ve done, but I had no choice. I went to Asda and I was stealing food.”