“BOWELS Mrs Tait described her bowls as “vile”
“I don’t like Russell seeing my pad so will wear pyjamas and will often wake in the night to go to the toilet and change the pad. I find I don’t sleep very well, and feel embarrassed if Russell touches me or if the children see I am wearing a pad. I don’t like any of them knowing this.”
“37. I am perfectly fine doing day to day things about the house, getting myself up and so on. My problems concern taking the children out, looking after them and carrying anything. 38. I can’t run or walk long distances as my left leg feels weak. I have a slight loss of power in my left leg. My right is ok. I am only aware of it when I have to apply pressure to my leg, for example on walking. 39. I think that presently as I try to do more I am becoming more aware of the limitations I have. Control that I thought I had before now seems to have gone. 40. I have pain occasionally and then suddenly it will become overwhelming and knock me sideways. Loss of feeling is the problem. The pain from my back is now not so bad. 41. By October it feels as though it is getting worse. For 3 days a week I am horribly uncomfortable. I feel a pulling sensation when walking from the area where I have no sensation. The lack of feeling makes me more aware of the area. In everyday life you are not aware of having sensation in every part of your body all the time. I am aware though continuously of not having sensation in my saddle area. I am also reminded of the lack of sensation when for example I sit, lean against something or play with the kids. It doesn’t feel natural. A massive part of me is missing. It feels as though my insides are coming out from an intimate area. In some ways it is like the feeling in your face after a local dental anaesthetic. Having no feeling feels odd and uncomfortable. I now can’t feel anything during intercourse.”
“4. If I had exerted myself the pain in my lower back would start to develop from an ache to severe pain. It became a hot searing pain which spread downwards to my coccyx, left hip and down my left leg and was accompanied by a feeling of numbness. This pain and loss of sensation then would worsen to the extent that I would find it almost impossible to use my left leg at all and it would restrict my mobility. The pain would continue until I took codeine. After a good night’s sleep it would feel a lot better the next day. However on a couple of occasions the pain was so bad that I had to go to hospital and had a morphine injection, even before the pregnancy. They did contemplate giving me oramorph for breakthrough pain but I wasn’t keen on this. 5. The back pain meant that I had and still have difficulty standing up straight. I get a pulling sensation and it feels as though my internal organs are being pulled out between my legs. As a result of this I generally not to stand for even short periods of time and either perch or sit down. I think this sensation is caused by weight bearing so I can still have it to some extent even if I am leaning on something. I have had to adapt activities as a result of this. For example, when I go to pick up the children from school I wait until the very last minute to get out of the car. I don’t stand around chatting in the playground like the other Mums because this would involve standing up for a few minutes. Although I park in the disabled bay, by the time I walk from the car to pick up the children and then back to the car I was exhausted. 7. I also have strange sensations where there is a loss of feeling. This happened prior to and during pregnancy. It is hard to explain but feels like my bones are rubbing against my skin. If I touch the area I can’t feel it, but I can feel internal sensations. When I sit for a long time it feels like I am sitting on raw bone because I can’t feel the tissue in between. 8. I also have random itching sensations in the places which are numb. I understand this is related to the nerve damage. I find this peculiar because I can’t feel these areas but still have sensations. I will try and scratch the itch but this doesn’t help either because I can’t feel the scratching. I can’t do anything to alleviate these sensations.”
“Pain (updated): Mrs Tait described various areas of pain: Below the Coccyx Mrs Tait informed me that she experiences a “constant burning or shooting” at the very base of her spine, between her buttocks which worsens throughout the day until by the evening “I could claw at my back with a spoon. The pain is unbelievably vile”
“Table 9 Summary of possible earnings Year Gross Profit Net Profit* 2008/09£17,184 £10,287 2009/10£27,926 -£29,281 £23,039 -£24,157 2010/11£38,668 -£41,378 £31,901 -£34,137 2011/12£49,410 -£53,475 £40,763 -£44,117 2012/13£60,152 -£65,572 £49,625 -£54,097 2013/14£70,893 -£77,670 £58,487 -£64,078 *Assuming 17.5% deduction for expenses.”