“I am cracking up, I want to call it a day. I could not find anywhere to sleep last night.”
“I feel that I must tell you that the last few days have been very harrowing for me, my illnesses unbeknown to me have manifested in mental impairment which under even slightly stressful situations renders me incapable of rational thoughts, arguments, or being able to take care of myself. I have in fact been in a state of anguish, only today feeling able to turn on this computer. I have seen a GP…[who] is not my GP…I cannot see my GP Dr Bastin until Monday, which is the day we are meeting,…and feel quite desperately ill…I have never had suicidal tendencies, but am sure that I would not be alive after more than a couple of weeks, and in practical terms I would be homeless in any case. I am not prepared to withdraw my claim as to do so would make my entire story and reason for my lost life a total fabrication, which it is not. I would like you to make an order closing the trial on humane grounds…”
“After careful consideration for both my physical and mental health this case does need to close, I have a nurse visiting me every day and I do feel physically ill. A trip to London on Monday is most inadvisable…Dr Bastin…had …taken matters out of my hands and alerted the mental health crisis team from Exeter, they were out within an hour assessing me and prescribe strong medication. They have attended every day…as I live alone. There will be visits from a psychiatrist, but they feel I must actually close the book on this issue and I agree, having frightened myself last week in London, not realising just what an effect this has had on me. I will attempt to get an early telephone appointment with Dr Bastin in order for him to advise you that the trial must close before the meeting which I am supposed to attend, but at the moment [it is] totally impossible for me to leave my flat. I have conceded that I will withdraw my claim, in order to close the trial, but I do not retract my allegations…I do not see that Mr Evans’ suggestion of a way forward [namely, for the court to treat the claimant’s case as having been presented and the defendant’s evidence to be heard] could allow me a fair hearing… the fact is that I do have to stand back now, so the only option is to agree to…judgment for the defence, I do not accept any of the other items [i.e. proposals by the defendant for orders in relation to cost] as it is not my or anyone else’s fault that my health failed at the crucial point. No expert witness refused to attend trial. All stand by their reports, which were very carefully scientifically considered specifically to my case!”
“No evidence of uranium was detected in the samples analysed…”
“41. Testing carried out by Pat Horan for Dr Durakovic demonstrated presence of 13.07 picogrammes per gramme (ng/l) of Uranium in a 24 hour excretion of 1920 picogrammes. (trial fileB p67, para 3). This is a significant amount and above the normative level. I understand that it is impossible to make a mistake in measuring overall levels of uranium, I maintain that there is a reason for discrepancy in measured Uranium levels which does not compromise the level found by Pat Horan. Either the samples were tampered with or there is a straightforward but hitherto unexamined chemical reaction between Uranium and the plastic container resulting in the adsorption of Uranium onto the plastic. The very real problem of containers and adsorption is appreciated by the Depleted Uranium Oversight Board (DUOB). There also appears to be a similar problem with urine samples from Gulf War Veterans tested by Pat Horan for Gulf War Veterans and the (supposedly) same samples tested again a few years later at another laboratory. The questions of valid assay procedure have not yet been satisfactorily resolved by the DUOB. The Uranium contamination in my sample as measured by Pat Horan must have come from somewhere. 42. So many years have passed during which Uranium has been excreted from my body that it would now require a very invasive bone biopsy to test for Uranium/Depleted Uranium which Dr Durakovic could arrange but I am not willing to undergo such an operation or certainly pay the hospital fee for needing a long stay in Pennsylvania. 43. The urine samples recently tested by Dr Parrish and Axel Gerdes unknown to me had been confiscated by the DoD along with veteran’s Urine samples from Memorial University Newfoundland, UMRC did not send them to the UK there was no chain of custody. Mr Evan’s made much of the chain of custody of samples sent to UMRC by the NGVFA for peer review testing when questioning Ray Bristow, I don’t see how he can expect me or anyone to believe that should samples fall into Government hands that no chain of custody is needed? 44. Professor Parrish has been unable to detect any depleted uranium in any samples, indeed the MoD testing which cost millions of pounds to be set up is not being taken up by Gulf war 2 veterans as the NGVFA does not recommend veterans be tested because the geological test is not looking for U236, This is not my allegation, but taken directly from the page 2 of the NGVFA July 2005 newsletter Oasis times. 45. I never knew that urine samples treated with nitric acid which degrades genetic material cannot be proven to have come from any person i.e DNA testing cannot detect whose urine is whose even though the labels were in my hand writing is no guarantee that the urine was what was sent by me to UMRC in 1999-2000.”
“95. Professor Parrish the urine samples confiscated from UMRC were not collected or returned under a chain of custody. I am not qualified to comment on the procedures or methodology of Dr Durakovic or Memorial University Newfoundland, other than say that I am increasingly aware that Dr Durakovic is genuinely extremely qualified, so too was Patricia Horan. He has not refused to testify on oath, had bought his ticket, he does have problems with telephone calls or reducing things to writing as the US authorities have been doing their best to nullify his peer approved DU in urine results, clearly the DoD MoD would have a lot to lose if Dr Durakovics work is officially recognised and US war veterans are paid compensation. … “175. Urine tests show me to have levels of Uranium above normal in my body and also that DU is present. The main mystery is why the original overall level of Uranium found when Pat Horan tested my urine (13.07 picogrammes per gramme (ng/l) of Uranium in a 24 hour excretion of 1920 picogrammes. (trial fileB p67, para 3).) has fallen so significantly in the tests done by Professor Parrish and Axle Gerdes (trial file C1, p302/303) Professor Parrish demonstatedUranium concentrations of 3.21ng/l and 1.72ng/l. , A. Gerdes demonstrated 3.3ng/l and 1.8ng/l (trial file B, p298/300). This can only be either because of incompetence by Pat Horan which is impossible, adsorption onto the walls of the container, or because the samples were switched, this same problem has occurred with all the NGVFA samples initially tested by Pat Horan and later tested by Professor Parrish. Professor Parrish himself has expressed astonishment that the overall levels that he found are so different from those of Pat Horan and he has no explanation for it. It is an astonishing situation the samples used by Pat Horan in Canada just mysteriously appeared in the custody of the MoD with NO chain of custody.”
“Caused Plaintiff physical, emotional, pain and stress over a 10 year period. Knowingly inducing a chronic debilitating systemic disease affecting primarily the lungs, by long term, high volume chemical poisoning and one recorded accidental poisoning. Claiming damages in lieu of pain, suffering, mental trauma, lose of future employment, loss of any future security for plaintiff’s wife and family because of industrial disease diagnosed precludes any form of life insurance as life expectancy unknown.”
“Sore throat and enflamed nose; fatigue and cloudy vision, breathlessness; chronic solvent toxicity; fibrosing alveolitis. The prognosis is uncertain. In addition the claimant intimates a claim for possible disturbance of higher mental function.”
“…all further proceedings in this action be stayed save for the purpose of carrying the terms below into effect and that there be liberty to apply for that purpose and generally. 1. The claimant accepts the sum of£10,000 in full and final satisfaction of this claim… … 4. … the defendant be discharged from all further liability arising out of or in any way connected with this claim.”