“He seemed to be a real mover and shaker”
“Whilst developing her portfolio, Amanda executed her work with the utmost professionalism, responsibility and maturity. She was dedicated and highly motivated, and was determined to prove that she could develop ever increasingly creative styles. She was a pleasure to work with and was well liked and respected by those around her, including the models, make up artists, stylists and photographers.”
“I didn’t want to smoke from the pipe but I was already terrified of him and the situation that I found myself in, so I sucked a tiny bit on the pipe. I thought that if I didn’t he would become violent again, hit me and force me to smoke the pipe anyway”
“I felt so alone and desperate. Things had hit rock bottom. I gave Mr Dawes his phone back and went into the en suite bathroom and cried my eyes out”
“She told me that Mandy was unable to call me herself as she was being watched. The distinct impression I got was that Mandy was in some kind of trouble and that Bridie was calling me because Mandy could not speak freely on the telephone. I didn’t know what to think but this obviously sounded quite serious.”
“It was the combination of the drugs and Mr Dawes’ mind controlling games. My head was in a complete mess”
“The phones are bugged, but I don’t care any more. I am sick of this and I need help”
“How this woman’s terrible ordeal led to drugs charges for the millionaire computer whizkid killed in a car crash”
“SAFE AT LAST: Angela (sic) at home after her escape from Dawes. She cried with relief when he died”
“The effect of the drugs on me was dramatic and my memory of this time is blurred and very sketchy. I remember … feeling like a rag doll. … He was pulling down my grey trousers. I just lay there and he was kissing my lips, he raped me, he ejaculated inside me. The drugs rendered me useless and I could do nothing to fight him off.”
“I was terrified and realised I was dealing with a mad man … He said to me ‘I’ve spoken to a couple of friends in South London’ and he also mentioned that I had a couple of cats. I was terrified and knew that he was threatening me. He asked me if I had a good insurance cover on my shop. He kept making threats against me and then changing the subject.”
“Everything seemed fine and she led me to believe that she was working hard on a business plan. I had no concerns for her safety then.”
“I have never seen him with drugs or anything which would lead me to feel that he uses drugs”
“On Christmas Eve night I remember Chris using a lighter for a very long time but he had his back towards me and was very secretive. I do remember his toilet behaviour was odd. He would go maybe three times an hour, when he would go he was fidgety but when he came back he was bubbly. Sometimes I would ask why he was so long and he said I didn’t need to know”
“1.2 The Claimant’s presentation is unusual in that her problems appear to have had relatively little impact on her desire and ability to form intimate relationships, although I note the diminished enjoyment of sexual activity. I would have expected an assault of this type to have its main impact on the Claimant’s personal life, rather than her work life, yet she reports the opposite. 1.3 The Claimant’s appearance and demeanour at interview were rather better than one would have expected, given the range and severity of the problems she describes. There are some contradictions in her symptoms. For example, her expressed optimism about making a living from painting does not sit well with her complaints of depression.”
“3. We disagree as to her present psychological condition. Prof Maden believes there is no current psychological damage. Mr Dykes believes there is a persistent, but varying over time, residue of symptoms. 4. Prof Maden believes there was inconsistency at both his interviews with he Claimant and exaggeration of symptoms at the second; Mr Dykes cannot comment upon the content of those interviews, but notes a tendency towards consistency in his contact with Miss Lawson. 5. We agree that the Claimant has suffered a series of recent life events, including bereavement, miscarriage and the breakdown of a relationship that would have been sufficient to cause depression or other psychological problems in an average person irrespective of any previous vulnerability. 6. Prof Maden believes that the current psychological symptoms could be explained by these life-events without reference to the initial events because there was evidence of normal functioning between the evidence. Mr Dykes maintains that the vulnerability after such an initial event makes reaction to later events more problematic. 7. Prof Maden believes that the Claimant’s regular use of cannabis is contributing to her problems. Mr Dykes believes the use of the drug is ill advised but common in such circumstances. We agree that abstinence would be necessary before attempting any treatment and that treatment would be less likely to succeed without abstinence. 8. Prof Maden did not know when he prepared his first report that the Claimant had sold her story to a newspaper. He sees this behaviour as incompatible with the avoidance that characterises post traumatic stress disorder. Prof Maden’s experience is that victims of sexual assault commonly experience profound feelings of shame and are therefore reluctant to discuss their experiences with anyone including doctors and therapists. Mr Dykes has known this to occur on some occasions (and therefore rarely) in his experience”