“Just keep thanking God for what we have and what the last 7 months have done to us and what lessons we have learnt. I think we did not do bad at all. I think you just got to forget the past 7 months of our lives and start afresh. We should not let whatever happened weigh us down. It was just a monetary loss.”
“Renford, please do not break your head about getting this opportunity on Unity. You were available and the ship needed a good C/E. You are not God. Please remember that. They just trust you will not screw up. So do not! Just relax. Think this is like any other ship, with the same amount of trouble. All ships are under the scanner, they pay you big bucks and they expect the job done, so much as any human can do. So please do not stress yourself thinking of unnecessary stuff.”
“Hi Renford. It was good to hear your voice. Please do not worry, everything will work out just fine, you just got to be committed to doing something. I really cannot figure out what has shaken you out so much that you seem to be so afraid of life. We have everything, at least we on track to getting whatever we need. If we keep crying over spilt milk we will not be able to go on with life. ”
“It was good talking to you after a long time…..Renford, please be happy for whatever we have, think of people who have half of what we have and are happy. In Toronto you were with us and you seem sad. Now on the ship too you do not seem happy. I thought if you were away from this weather and on your own ground you would feel safe and happy, but that doesn’t seem to be so. We all have problems. But how we face the problem and overcome it is very important. …..I think you are thinking too much about the future and that is eating you. Just concentrate now on coming home as the kids are counting the days for your return and plans to do all type of things when you are down. …..Renford I’m willing to rough it out and make it over here. I wish you could share the same enthusiasm. We knew it was going to be tough, everybody told us so what are you frightened about. D you not want to go back to sea, then be happy over here. Get a job out here and just be happy. We’ll manage. ”
“I would like you to carry out a scavenge inspection/ring inspection in around 6 days’ time. It may be prudent to carry out the ME jacket replacement at the earliest opportunity ie when stopping for scavenge inspection dependent upon charterers’ instructions and discharge ports dates etc. Proper planning should ensure this is carried out in around 4-5 hours.”
“Will carry out the scavenge inspection in about 6 days time and will try to carry out the ME jacket replacement at the earliest opportunity, maybe while taking bunkers, will do out best to complete it in the shortest time possible. ”
“We will be completing 250 hrs of running in of the main engine by today and I intend to stop the main engines tomorrow and do a scavenge inspection before we reduce the lubrication of the cylinders to 1.2 g/Kwh as per the running in schedule. I would also like to change the liner jacket of the #6 unit at the same time that we are stopped to do the scavenge inspection, safe weather permitting. The weather at present is not too good, but as per the weather routing service the weather is expected to be slightly better tomorrow. The next good weather is expected to be on the 13th. I would prefer to complete the jacket renewal while we are at sea, rather than to wait when we are in port and have to immobilise the engines. I trust we can go ahead with the above stoppage, fyi, we have instructions from operations to proceed to New York for orders/bunkers.”
“If weather and schedule permits I would go ahead with the liner jacket exchange.”
“I really cannot figure out what has shaken you out so much that you seem to be so afraid of life” and “I think you are thinking too much about the future and that is eating you.”
“We were presented with a puzzle. One day he was there. The next he was not.”
“Obviously if the act is deliberate and intended to cause damage of the kind in question it will be within the exclusion.”
“The team has not found any firm evidence to explain C/E Braganza’s disappearance from the vessel. The team concluded from the evidence collected and by eliminating other causes that he was lost overboard on the morning of Monday11 May 2009 whilst alone and unobserved. The team could not find any work related reason for him to be outside during this time. Neither could any evidence or cause be found of an accidental fall. However, neither of these eventualities can be ruled out. ”
“This is not sufficient to draw a firm conclusion on C/E Braganza’s state of mind.”
“Suicide: Need to confront this and include in report”
“On the balance of probability, based on the evidence collected and by eliminating other causes, the investigation team is of the opinion that C/E Braganza took his own life in the morning of Monday11 May 2009 whilst alone and unobserved.”
“Based on the evidence collected and by eliminating other causes, the investigation team is of the opinion that C/E Braganza took his own life by jumping overboard on the morning of11 May 2009 whilst alone and unobserved.”
“Having regard for all the evidence the investigation team considers the most likely scenario to be that the C/E jumped overboard intentionally and therefore took his own life.”
“The team could not find any work related reason for him to be outside during this time.”
“C/E Braganza’s behaviour was reported to be notably different on this voyage than on previous voyages, for example he was reported as being quiet, withdrawn and at times “staring into space” in the engine room; there were no clean officers uniforms present in his cabin and there was evidence that his attention to detail in record keeping had slipped.”
“The shoes and sandals C/E Braganza usually wore on board were found in his cabin after his disappearance.”
“He was reported as being surprised and unhappy about this”