“ … think I got baby blues hard !!!! I need to have q bath sort myself out and call the doctors as I think I need to see them and MN needs to go as he has really bad reflux like projectile vomits he socks himself me and my sofa and floor he can’t even keep water down. His colic is so bad at night all he does is scream from 2-30 till 5. He okay ish in the day as he sleeps but when feeding him and changing all he does is scream. He can’t sit and settle much not even in my arms much I feel so bad for him his cry is a painful cry he must be in so much pain. But my lack of sleep and meds is not a good combination and it’s getting to me hard. He is my 3rd baby but I’m finding this time round the hardest than my 2 girls. Don’t know what to do”