"I want to explain the impact this has had on me. I have a genuine fear of attending incidents as a single-crewed officer. This stems from this particular incident that I continue to struggle to understand. It is something that has haunted me since the day it occurred, and the emotional weight was prolonged by the defendant’s decision to plead guilty nearly two years later. The effect this incident has had on me and my family is profound and will last a lifetime. This incident has significantly affected my sleep. I have experienced recurring dreams about what happened, which were prolonged by the defendant’s delayed guilty plea. Due to the physical assault for which the defendant was convicted, I suffer from memory loss of the incident itself. This has caused a lasting psychological impact that continues to affect my wellbeing. This incident has affected my ability to perform my role. I now struggle to attend incidents as a single-crewed officer because of the fear that I could be attacked while carrying out my duty to protect the public and serve the Crown."
"I have suffered numerous sleepless nights as a result of this. I have now had to start attending counselling sessions to help to try and deal with the flashbacks and sleepless nights. I also ask myself would I put myself in the same situation again as a police officer and is this something I want to continue doing. I have been able to manage this and have returned to work. I would however say that I have dropped the number of hours I offer to Essex police... In terms of my physical health, I suffered from soreness and bruising to my neck area which lasted a week or so. I have had no long term obvious physical damage from this incident. The sleepless nights and waking up at night have had a physical toll in that I find myself more tired than I used to as I don't sleep as well as I did prior to the incident. I feel that I was lucky to still be here, due to officers being able to come and help me when I needed it most. Even now when writing this statement, I still can't fully remember what happened on that night. It is still on my mind about passing out and how I presented at this time. To me the incident was traumatic, where I owe my thanks to the other officers who attended at the time and helped me. I can't think of other times where officers have been strangled and I still wonder where this came from and why they decided to strangle me. Normally I would expect to be punched or hit for the person to get away but never thought someone would try to strangle me. As part of my work as a Special, I now try not to tutor new Specials as I feel more confident being with other officers with more experience."
"Your offending is so serious that neither a fine nor a community order can be justified. The offending crosses the custody threshold. Your offending involved serious assaults on police officers, and such offending must be dealt with appropriately. I take full account of all of your personal circumstances, as well as the aggravating factors in this case, but in both cases, in my judgment, the custody threshold is passed by some margin."
"Each of your offences involved a different victim, and there were distinct stages in what you did that night. On each occasion, it seems to me, you again could have disengaged and you could have ended the offending. I will therefore make consecutive sentences, but I will make an appropriate reduction to ensure that the sentence that I impose on you overall is not disproportionate to your offending."