"You did not act out of desperation. Rather, I am sure you decided to give birth all on your own as you were determined that no one should know you were pregnant and no one should know you had had a baby. This is because you had decided that you were going to get rid of your baby as soon as she was born and then no one would ever know that you had had a baby. I am sure that was a decision you alone had taken many weeks before your baby was born. That was your plan and it was a plan which you were determined to carry through. Only you know the reasons you decided upon this course of action. I am sure that you did not want your family or friends to know about the baby because you were scared what their reaction would be. You did not want to let your parents down or get into trouble with them, as you were still a student, with the opportunity to study abroad. That was an opportunity they had worked hard to give you. I accept, as Ms Brand, King's Counsel, pointed out, that your own cultural background may also have been relevant to your fears about your family, friends and others, and how they would react to the knowledge of your unplanned pregnancy. You were plainly very unwell after you had given birth and you knew you were very unwell, and that is why you contacted Eve for medication. But because you were determined to get rid of the baby, you also knew that you could not get any help for yourself until you had hidden her body and attempted to clear up the mess in your room caused by the bleeding. I am sure that is why when your baby was still alive, you shut yourself in the bathroom with her and sent away all those trying to help you, including the paramedics from the ambulance. That is because you knew that as soon as any of them set foot in the bathroom, they would have found your baby alive, which was the very thing you did not want to happen. Once they had all gone and left you alone, you killed your baby and hid her body, which is what you had planned to do. It was only having done so that you agreed to go to hospital and get the medical help you needed because you had lost so much blood. It was then in hospital that your plan to get rid of your baby unravelled as the doctor's examination of your body revealed the truth of what had happened and the fact you had had a baby was no longer a secret."