"One more evening, then you're dead" as if he knew Jewell were unravelling. He said he went home, showered and changed. He felt trapped. All he could think about was being seriously hurt and that it was not safe for him to stay at home. He visited first his father, then his mother. He asked his father if he could borrow a gun for protection against Anthony Prickett and his associates, explaining that he feared being hurt. His father suggested his son stay with him. Jewell eventually persuaded his father to give him a gun and ammunition but his father said to him: "
"I saw him. I snapped. My head was not good. I didn't know what I was doing."
'I did it because I lost control. I could not control my actions. I could not think straight. My head was fucked up. It was like an injection in the head, an explosion in my head.'
'I did it because I lost control. I could not control my actions...'
"I did it because I lost control. I could not control my actions. I could not think straight. My head was fucked up. It was like an injection in the head, an explosion in my head."