"The experience of these false and malicious allegations of rape has had a profound and disturbing effect on me and my family. I was only 17 years old and it was the first time I had ever been in a police station. Being locked up in a police cell on my own without any outside contact was terrifying for me. Each time I was arrested I have found it an extremely humiliating and degrading experience. The whole process of being arrested three times on three separate occasions, being booked in and taken into custody. I have had my clothes and shoes taken from me and sent away for investigation. I had intimate samples taken that has left me completely devastated. Going through all these procedures/processes has caused me to experience high levels of stress/anxiety, nightmares and I have also experienced numerous panic attacks. I was unable to work for a long period during this time and unable to leave the house. Since this has happened I have felt unable to contemplate having a close relationship with anybody. I feel psychologically damaged and traumatised by everything that has happened to me. I wish that life could be how it was before any of this happened. The reality is it has changed my life and my mum's life forever and unfortunately there is no going back even though that is the one thing I wish for."
"This case has been very traumatic for me and my family, obviously this has affected me in numerous ways. Firstly, I now have a mistrust of most women. I know in myself that this is unjustified but I can't seem to form lasting relationships because of the fear that this might happen again (accused of raping a female). I also don't seem to like being on my own as I feel I need an alibi at all times. Finally, is my mistrust of the legal system, as this has lasted over 2 years! I just want this to finish so I can get on in my life."