"It was my decision to do that, because I still miss him and I do love him and I want him to be out of jail."
"They asked me what happened. From then on I've had the police telling me that I should go through with the complaint. My Mum was constantly on at me about making a complaint. The situation has made me ill, which is why I don't want to go to court, I just want it all to stop."
"I want the police to have that documentation to understand that Martin has nothing to do with me not wanting to go to court and I made that decision myself. I can also confirm that I have written about three letters to Martin again saying I did not wish to go to court. I've never said in those letters I was not raped, I've never said to anyone that I was not raped. All I can say is that I do not want to go to court because the effect it is having on me and my children. It has nothing to do with Martin putting pressure on me to withdraw the complaint. I'm old enough to make my own decision."
"She's very evasive and will not look at me, she just asks when it is going to be finished with. On one visit I have asked her if she still loves Martin Clarke and is hoping to get back with him. She said "no", but she then looked away and started laughing. She was offered help from Victim Support. She said that she didn't need it or want support."
"She's not showing signs of a woman who is being put under [I cannot read the next word but the word "pressure" is clearly discernible]. She is clearly not going to assist or help the prosecution any more, and her attitude towards the police is terrible."
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"I invited the prosecution to address me on the basis, given further time, what realistic expectations have you that you will be able to find the witness. The answer was that she would in due course return to the Grantham area. I simply ask myself how long will she stay away, when she is likely to come back, the whole thing is completely uncertain."